I'm increasing jealous of mothers...Young mothers with infants, kids,......I do want a kid..I do. But I'm single and I really don't want to adopt a child alone. I also am not in 20's...and therefore my egg is deteriorating even as I'm typing this blog...I'm not sure if I will be able to have my own baby......
I feel like my life is so boring...Yes, I have a good job, good single life...yes yes yes....but it's same ol' same ol'. I want to adventure out! Should I pick a different place to live or choose to be
a single mother raising a child?
Sometimes I wonder why some people who shouldn't be a mother is a mother and some like me is not?
I really don't want to provide a fatherless environment to my future child...My dad was rarely home and then he died when I was young....so I don't want that for my child.....
This is soooooo hard.........
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